MY COUSIN GOT MARRIED. I Laugh at him.

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My cousin who happens to be a year younger than me had just got married. Now he had just bound himself inside a curse that I myself is not willing to take. Not unless I get a Palanca award or maybe I could get even one of my book published. I'm just thinking I have been bitter but I like it. I found joy in enjoying my life with my friends and being independent from any bonds that would limit me. 

There is something in freedom that I am not willing to give away (especially to women. They are the craziest creature and they are the breaker of dreams not to mention the jealous ones) Others could not just understand me that I am enjoying my life and I am indeed enjoying it more than I enjoyed my life being bonded by someone. Of course there is something wonderful in love (eros) but I could just not compare it to being free. Maybe I am now in the stage of my life where I am faced with ann option to be with someone and stay alone until I get old and die. (Ericson psychosocial conflict Intimacy vs Isolation) Hopefully my ind would change I don't know if how many months days or year will I count. I have been unstable for the past year. I just realized while driving earlier this noon (I am heading to his wedding. That was after I taught the girl scouts of our school some pioneering skills) that I have been wanting to many things that I do not know what I want at all. I am being tired of being a teacher but I am finding ways of loving it again.

 Concluding statement #walangForever #love #ILOvemyself

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