FreeThink: Reflections, Criticisms and Emotion

Heavy rain. I have wrote small additions to my stories. I have found a way how to sustain my ever shifting mood in writing. I am currently working on 5 different stories simultaneously. I am doing editions on NBPSJ. I took away boring parts and added more humor. I am loving the themes of my other stories but I don't know If I could still finish these new titles. I am having difficulty managing my time. The Department of Education is like my ex-girlfriend. It demands much from me. I played basketball. I won a game scored points and rewarded with bruises and body aches. Been hit by swinging arms of the opponent that I defend. Boxed out and felt down and bled. I won't agree if could not get even I hit him him with my shoulder. Its a direct hit on his jaw (unintentionally of course but it feels good) and the game ended happily after they won. I got home. Ate a sumptuous meal with my parents Bonbon and my brother. The meal was backed up by their nagging about my breakup. What ca...

#stress #K-12 #INSET #sembreak Been in the seminar for three days, actually that should have been five days but I decided to help my Alma-matter BPCS (Brooke's Point Central School) in their School Encampment. What I had just learned is that I have been stuck in a field that is a million miles away from my comfort zone. Given the fact that I am a newly hired teacher and never had any k-12 training that made me land on an unfamiliar territory. I had just learned that teaching the grade three is not really about the content but of literacy. I have been killing my pupils not realizing that I am treating a headache with loperamide capsules. I remember I can't help being frustrated with my students because they can't cope up with me and I don't know how to start reaching down for them. I'm just thinking of why is the framers of this present curriculum put too much pain and burden in grades 1-3 if their main concern is literacy? The life of the pupils could have been...

It has been a long time since I posted something. Actually Iv'e been very busy about thing that I'm not really fond of. I feel guilty about missing my journals and my blogs. I hate It but being a teacher is synonymous to plunging yourself into a den of hatred and stress. That's how I view it. I miss college instruction even though there are times that my students for me is not even qualified to pass high school. Things are worse especially on remote areas. Had some hatred rising against the K-12 curriculum. I think there should be some adjustment to be considered in geographically challenged community schools. Well for now, my voice is still weak. Who will hear a teacher 1 that was just hired not more than 4 months? Adding to this is the government websites that match the phase of our country's economic growth and judicial system. Well, things is expected in going worse. I hope that this coming election can make some change. Good thing I'm now involved in sports. I ...